My Siblings- It Is What It Is…Nothing!!
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Siblings – It Is What It Is!
Posted in General on 03/07/2010 01:28 pm by JulsThinking about you Dad
Posted in General on 02/27/2010 12:44 pm by JulsBeen thinking about Dad a lot lately and how I so miss our daily conversations of how our days were. Life is getting so busy around us that it was refreshing to stop and hear my comforting Dad’s voice. I miss you Dad and will always cherish our times together. The many memories and pictures we took being together. I love you for treasuring me and not just throwing me to the wind like mom and my siblings. God only knows why they feel that is love to do such a thing. Lord, I give them to you today and pray you help me to continue to move forward. Help me in this life, because this world really sucks.
Discovering life after losing loved ones
Posted in General on 01/18/2010 02:04 pm by Juls
Love You Dad
Dealing with the other great loss of sisters, brothers, and mother too over deep seated issues they hold against me, which there is no way to be around such manipulation and hatred. I refuse to accept their blame for things they refuse to face the truth about.
Memories I cherish with my Dad:
1. We’d talk several times a day or at the least once a day around 3ish or later in evening.
2. Looking forward to hearing his Voice letting me know all about his daily tasks, journeys, hardships, routines, details that made me feel as if i knew all about him. 
Then sharing my day with him and knowing his advice, giggles, sadness, caring responses were all out of great love for ME.
3. Spending special times with him. Even just doing household chores, hanging out watching movies, shopping together, going out to eat, 99cent store shopping, bargain hunting, the special goodies and leftovers, the special visits when he was near my home area, the hugs, the BIG HUGS, the time he spent with Tim & Luke teaching them how to work and loving them unconditionally.
I miss you deeply Dad. I know this emptiness is filled with Jesus’s peace he brings. I pray the other siblings take care of Mom as she so desires and in a way that pleases you Lord. Its unfortunate I can’t be around the mental games, but I know you understand and will help me face the reality of this life. Love you Jesus and Thank You for the forever Treasure of knowing YOUR UNCONDITIONAL love through my earthly father’s example.
Weathering the Storms of Life
Posted in Christian, General on 01/18/2010 01:46 pm by JulsDr. Charles Stanley presents an excellent sermon on “Weathering the Storms of Life” In Touch Ministries. Thanks to my friend Jeanne Wong for sharing this with me.
Take a minute and enjoy his notes. It will bless you.
Life Does Go On!!!
Posted in General, Put to Memory on 01/04/2010 04:18 pm by Juls“He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.”- Micah 6:8
My Sibling Honestly Believes this….
Posted in Family, General, The Vent on 01/04/2010 04:10 pm by JulsWow… to my surprise my sibling honestly believes its OK for her to gossip lies about me to my siblings and mother, hold hidden bitterness and jealousy against me which a few crept out at the funeral, and yet feels I’m under bondage of sin and must surrender to the Lord fully. LOL
BEWARE OF CHRISTIANS LIKE THIS
This paragraph is the perfect example of a Christian that feels they are Holier than anyone or at least me anyway. She doesn’t even know me (She knows my siblings and Mother tho LOL) and yet has made this judgment against me. Scary to know she really believes this is a way to keep peace and unity. Good try, but its time to read it back to yourself Robin and take your advice as well. I’m praying for you to see the Truth too.
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Faithfulness to Jesus
Posted in General, Put to Memory, The Vent on 12/26/2009 04:54 pm by JulsFor I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
— Jeremiah 29:11
As God is at work in our lives, we may see only a brushstroke here or a dash of color there and say, “Wait. What is this? I don’t know if I agree.” We need to step back and give God room.
There will be an expected end. There will be a completion. And ultimately, it will be good. God had a future for Paul, and God has a future for you. And in that final day, Jesus is not going to say, “Well done, good and successful servant.” He will say, “Well done, good and faithful servant.” So be faithful.
Merry Christmas
Posted in Family, The Vent on 12/25/2009 04:22 pm by JulsMerry Christmas to all and
to all a goodnight.
Beware of & Stay away from Fake people that have two faces. If you discover some, run before they torture the life out of you with their lies & perspectives
BE REAL- what you see is what you get with no mind games kind of person.
Life is too short to pretend you are family when you aren’t.
Accept the truth and move on.
If you are lucky enough to have real people in your life, treasure them and cherish every moment you are blessed with.
Dad I love you and thank you for blessing me by being real. Jesus I’m hanging onto you for dear life and you alone. Help our families. In Jesus name I ask, amen.
Practice what you preach
Posted in Family, The Vent on 12/22/2009 09:30 pm by JulsIt’s funny how my siblings have this perception that I hold hatred against someone when I don’t. What I do hate is their manipulation of the truth–even God hates that! They clearly don’t know me.
Are they Judging Me? LOL just something my siblings tell everyone not to do to them. God knows my heart & what I saw & the choice I’ve made to stay away from further happenings. Is it so hard to respect my choice too? I’ve respected yours to go on as if nothing happened. I believed I am actually a blood sister the last I knew–does that count for anything? No you say. Ok.
Its Just like this…when you discover places not safe to walk in your neighborhood, you don’t walk that way. It is to avoid any problems for yourself or others. Is that hatred? Not at all–it’s called being smart.
There is a difference between hatred & choosing not to be around someone.
Just because my siblings can’t understand that concept they slap on my mom this nonsense trip that I’m full of hatred. We all choose to believe what we want so i’ll respect your belief and expect you to respect mine.
So why is your perception the only way? Hmmm to isolate me (a sister) and show hatred against me. So who has hatred here?
Whatever… God knows my heart not you.
iTunes on Facebook
Posted in General on 12/18/2009 03:31 pm by JulsiTunes is all over Facebook. Check them out. I just found a great new way to purchase and send iTunes Online Gifts. iTunes Fan Page offers the ability to purchase and send online gifts, huge selection of themes to choose from and send instantly to friends wall.
Facebook users can now purchase iTunes Online Gifts on the iTunes Fan Page and send them with a choice of themed designs to family and friends instantly on their Facebook Wall.
Recipients can redeem their Online Gift on the iTunes Store with one click and choose from the world’s largest online selection of music, movies, TV shows, audiobooks and more.
The recipient receives their iTunes Online Gift as a post to their Facebook Wall and can instantly redeem it on the iTunes Store.
The new service is now available in the U.S. exclusively on the iTunes Fan Page on Facebook.